Thursday, 4 April 2019

I seem to come back here when I'm in love.

Not exactly with a person (maybe?) but with a feeling. This feeling I get in college. This amazing feeling which is impossibly bittersweet. Sometimes I really need to escape my head. It's getting simultaneously better and worse in college. That makes no sense. I make no sense. I'm in love.

Here's the thing. It's amazing. I'm happy and sad by turns. Lonely and solitary by turns. I'm doing well, I'm managing. I need to step it up.

This sojourn was merely a break. It was a fallow period. The earth gathered its strength, lending some to me.

And now I'm back.
In love.
Stronger than before.